😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you. Looking through my calendar, it surprises me how quickly and often the days and evenings fill up. Where do the weeks go?  We’re almost half way through the year already.  The more I share moments with family and friends, the more I realize that’s where true treasures lie.  Yes, the chores still need to be done and it’s important to have alone time, but relationships are a blessing worth pursuing. That makes me think about 19 years ago, just after Brian and I met at the bank that I worked at. He had no idea how I was pursuing him and I even got the other bank employees involved in this high speed pursuit. Yes, we were only dating three months when he asked me to marry him. Actually, it wasn’t until years after we were married that I let him in on the secret that us bank employees would either slow down or work more quickly with our customers to ensure that Brian aka “Dimples” always ended up at my teller window.  Thinking about that makes me smile. How are you pursuing relationships that will draw you closer to the Lord?  Are you just letting things progress or are you actually pursuing them?  What about your relationship with God?  Are you pursuing Him or just letting it happen?  The pursuit is not always fun. There can be feelings of disappointment or hurt, but some relationships are worth the extra effort and fight. Even when others don’t quite get it or understand.  Relationships make me think of dancing. There is rhythm involved and steps that need to be taken. But as you’re facing each other taking those steps, you’re actually moving in opposite directions to create forward motion. Maybe that’s why relationships can be challenging and we occasionally get hurt when someone steps on our toes. But the more we practice, the quicker our steps actually turn into a beautifully flowing dance.  Let the rhythm of God’s song be in your heart and allow you to pursue Him so that you will dance your life away together. I enjoy this video because it actually gets me dancing, but also because of the relationships. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do. Bless others and be blessed. 

#MeganTrainor – Better When I’m Dancing

6/19/19

😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you.  Changing careers and learning something new is always a challenge, especially when you go from being on top of your game to feeling lost and awkward like a high school freshman.  According to my husband, this is really stressing me out and making me grumpy. To be honest, it makes me want to come home every night and have a drink. It may or may not be your job, but I’m sure there has been something that you’ve experienced that caused your attitude to shift, the smile to leave your face, your posture to slump, and a change in the words you speak. I don’t want to be like that anymore and I miss my happy self.  I miss being a smile to brighten someone else’s day. I especially dislike that whoa is me, pity party feeling. This past weekend God and I were talking and He reminded me that I’m in control of my attitude.  If it’s lack of knowledge that’s holding me back from serving others to the level of timely service I desire to provide, then make a plan. If I applied myself to learn only one new thing each workday, that would be like 250 knowledge nuggets that I would acquire in a year. I’m sure some days there will be more nuggets and there might be days without any, but it comes down to my attitude, choice to pursue, and commitment to wanting to serve others well and not just chasing a paycheck. So, in talking with the Lord, this is the commitment I made and will take one day at a time:

“Today I will seek wisdom and knowledge so that I may confidently serve those You have placed before me.”

For now, I have it printed on a piece of paper and taped to it the wall behind my computer screen where it’s always in view. Maybe eventually I’ll turn those words into something more permanent. Acknowledge whatever it is that draws the smile from your face and the happy from your day and speak with the Lord about it. Allow Him to help you make a plan, then proactively pursue it with Him. Bless others and be blessed.  

#ChrisMcClarney – I’m Listening

😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you. This past Sunday, Pentecost Sunday, concluded the Easter season with my favorite gift from the Lord…The Holy Spirit. This year our Gospel reading was John 20:19-23. Although the doors were lock, Jesus entered the presence of the disciples, showing them His hands and side, and the disciples rejoiced. John 20:21-23 “Jesus said to them again, “Peace be with you. As the Father has sent Me, so I send you.”  And when He had said this, He breathed on them and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit.  Who’s sins you forgive are forgiven them, and who sins you retain are retained.”  

The Holy Spirit is a very special Presence in my life. God the Father, He’s the master mind with the plan. Jesus, He’s our greatest example. The Holy Spirit, He’s really like my buddy. He’s constantly there talking with me and guiding and encouraging me.  He’s the One that cheers me along and helps me to put The Father’s plan into action, by following Jesus’ example.  When Jesus gave us this precious gift of His Holy Spirit, He also gave us a huge responsibility. “Who’s sins you forgive are forgiven them, and who’s sins you retain are retained.”  That’s a crazy amount of life changing authority which affects your life as well as the other person’s. It can be freeing or a chain that binds you and others to past failings.  Each person and situation is different and you have a choice to make.  How will you utilize and share your gift?  Before you answer that and each time you are faced with this opportunity, first talk with the Holy Spirit. Share your concerns, thoughts, frustrations, and hurts, then listen.  Take in His thoughts, concerns, and how He desires to bless you in that moment.  When we withhold forgiveness, we actually hurt ourselves more.  Christ didn’t call us to like our neighbor. We are called to love our neighbor. Those two are very different and I pray that you and I, with the guidance of the Holy Spirit will continue to have open, honest conversations with the Him so that we are able to make wise choices.  Bless others and be blessed. 

#CastingCrowns – Start Right Here

😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you.  If you’re like me, from time to time you’ve been so mad, frustrated, aggravated about a situation that you realize you need to walk away before you hurt somebody, whether that be by your actions or words.  As I’ve gotten old, I am fining it easier to walk away, but there have certainly been casualties along the way. God did make us in His own image and believe it or not this is something that our Lord has faced and dealt with. In Exodus 32-33 Moses is up on the mountain spending some incredible time with the Lord. (If I were Mosses, I would have stayed up there as long as the Lord would let me. Heck it’s not too often you get that kind of one on one time with Him.) God had just inscribed the law on tablets of stone with His own hand. Moses returns to his people to present them with this gift from God and finds that because of the amount of time he spent away from them, they totally gave up on God. First of all, that kind of tells me that they were more so putting their faith in Moses and not the Lord. Second, their actions and lack of faith and their impatience with God’s timing made God so mad. Every time they turned around God was proving Himself to them…brought them out of slavery, parting the sea, His presence in the pillar of cloud and fire, manna, water from a rock…He was everywhere, but yet, they weren’t quite “seeing” Him. Making the golden calf, singing praises, dancing, and worshiping it was God’s breaking point. God tells Moses…You know, I promised on oath to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob to give their descendants this land flowing with milk and honey, so I will honor my promise. Exodus 33:3 “…But I will not go with you, because you are a stiff-necked people and I might destroy you on the way.”  Like God, we need to know our breaking point and when to walk away, out of love, before someone gets hurt.  Just thinking upon my own life and how important it is to see, feel and acknowledge the Lord in my life, it would truly break my heart if He withheld His presence from me. As deeply as I think I love Him, it is but a fraction of the love He feels for me and you. I can’t help but think of how much it hurts Him when I keep my presence and friendship from Him. Don’t act surprised, you know we all do it.  Moses continues on to do some serious negotiating on our behalf.  Exodus 33:11 “The Lord would speak to Moses face to face, as a man speaks with his friend.”  Speaking of God’s holy presence, Moses asks, 33:16 “…What else will distinguish me and Your people from all the other people on the face of the earth?”  Don’t hold back from God. Pull Him close and wrap Him in your arms. Seek Him in EVERYTHING, allowing His penetrating light to shine in and through you, so that He may distinguish you from other people on the face of the earth. Bless others and be blessed.

#Mandisa – Shine

😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you. This past week I’ve continued my journey through Exodus. Starting in Chapter 25, the Lord gives Moses the incredibly detailed instructions for building a sanctuary for the Lord.  I remember years ago when I read this part it was fascinating envisioning the wood, the precious metals and gems, the cloth, colors and measurements.  I tried to build it in my mind. Another time after that, I remember thinking as I read…”Oh yeah, I remember that. That’s pretty impressive.”  But then I just kind of rolled through it, not really paying much attention.  I started to do that again this time, but God said…”Not this time, I have something more for you.”  

What’s the purpose of this tabernacle?  It was to be a place for our Lord to dwell among the Israelites, right?  He wanted to be in their presence and He wanted them to be in His.  A place that they would be able to approach Him.  The planning and detail He put into that tabernacle is impressive.  This got me to thinking how much more planning and intricate detail work He put into creating human life, you and me, in His own image so that we could and would be a tabernacle for Him to dwell in and with.  So that others could approach Him through you and you could approach Him through others.  Think about it, when you receive Holy Communion you are saying “Yes Lord, I want You to dwell in me.  I accept your true and holy presence into this tabernacle not to close You in, but to carry You and Your light to all those around me.  May Your words flow through me.  May Your presence be felt in my loving embrace.  May I acknowledge that it is You Lord that is the passion, love, and actions that moves me.”  Thank You Lord for allowing me to be Your tabernacle, Your holy dwelling place.  Bless others and be blessed. 

#PatBarrett – Build My Life

😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you. One sure way to put me on edge is to require me to take a class. It makes it even better when it’s an online class and the recordings won’t work. So, I try again later from a different computer. Yay, they work!  Great…now the internet won’t work. “Come on…I only had 36 minutes left to finish day 1 lessons.”  The internet is working again, but now the presentation will only work for 10 seconds before it takes five minutes to load the next 10 seconds of the presentation.  Studying is challenging enough for me on its own, but then throw in the computer issues. That’s a recipe for disaster. It’s a good thing Brian has learned to stay away from me when stuff like this happens.  Yes, I know it’s just Satan messin’ with me the best way he knows how. I can see that and I can admit Satan knows my weakness…feeling that I’m not in control of my situation.  I wonder if that’s what the Israelites were feeling as the Lord and Moses led them in their journey up to the point that they felt boxed in by the Red Sea on one side and Pharaoh and his army on the other side. Exodus 14:10 “It would have been better for us to serve the Egyptians than to die in the desert.”  Yep, they said that. That was a pretty bold statement considering they physically saw and were being led by God’s presence in a pillar of cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night.  They had no idea that God had such an awesomely amazing event planned to happen in just a few short moments, when He held the waters of the sea back so they could pass through to safety. Yes, He can and will use anything in our lives to draw us back to Him.  I knew that the longer I allowed myself to fume over the class and computer issues, the more worked up I would get and the less I would be open to learning. My focus was turning from “What can I absorb from this class?” to “How quickly can I get this thing done?”  So, God flipped Satan’s intrusion of frustration to allow a break for me to refocus on Him and share this experience with you.  We hear that there are always two sides to a story. I’m choosing to focus on His side.  Bless others and be blessed. 

#JonnyDiaz – Define Me

😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you.  Recently I was told that I’m like a young plant in a Dixie cup that has stopped growing because its roots are bound up and don’t have anywhere to expand. That I need to get out of my Dixie cup into some rich soil, let those roots stretch, and allow for some top growth.  I’ve also been reading through Exodus when Moses, Aaron, and the Lord repeatedly went to Pharaoh requesting that he let the Lord’s people go. In the beginning Pharaoh wouldn’t even consider this request. You know the story, God has Moses and Aaron throw down his staff transforming it into a snake, change the water into blood, then sends the frogs. Eh, Pharaoh’s guys can do that too.  Pharaoh wasn’t impressed and his heart hardens toward the Lord. The Lord is persistent, so He sends the gnats, flies, kills the livestock, and covers them with boils. Pharaoh’s guys can’t do that stuff and they are really worried.  Pharaoh continues to harden his heart even more.  Hail yes!  The Lord sent that too. Pharaoh starts to give in, but quickly makes a U turn. Locusts and darkness fall across the land of Egypt. Pharaoh says he’ll let God’s people go, asks Moses to pray for him and to stop the plagues. Moses prays for Pharaoh. Again and again Pharaoh hardens his heart even more. It wasn’t until Pharaoh’s firstborn son dies that he finally gave in and let God’s people go. 

I know God is asking me to grow in unfamiliar areas and put myself out there in uncertain waters. I feel like I’ve been playing the same game with the Lord that Pharaoh did. Look Lord, see…I can do that too. He keeps inviting me to join Him. I’ll give Him an inch, then harden my heart and rely on myself again. Like Pharaoh, this uncertainty and fear causes me to experience internal struggle. I want to let go and follow God’s guidance, but I keep turning my back and not following through with what I’ve said I would do.  It’s time to bust out of that Dixie cup into the deeper richer soil that the Lord has so perfectly groomed for me.  Moses acknowledged that he was slow of speech and tongue, so the Lord send Aaron to help him. I know that I too am going to need some help with this mission He has laid before me and I trust that He already has help in the works. It’s just a matter of me agreeing to take those first steps in faith.  Where is God calling you?  Will you too harden your heart or will you allow Him in?  Bless others and be blessed. 

#Unspoken – Roots

😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you. This past week and a half has been dotted all over with moments of saying “Thank you Lord.”  I was told at one point that I pray a lot for others, but not really for myself. I guess I never really looked at my prayer life that way. I was reminded that constantly pouring out of ourselves will leave us Spiritually drained. I find it much easier to pray for other and I find it a challenge to ask others to pray for me. It’s very humbling, but at the same time exhilarating to hear what God is speaking into me through others.  And it’s not like those are planned moments, well not by us anyway.  That’s why it’s so important to not just listen, but to act upon His words for you. Let’s be honest. How many of you are like me in the fact that you may listen, but you don’t always act the first time you are told to do something. Part of it for me is that I kind of get frozen in place until I work out all the details. But what God has been showing me this week is that He’s going to give it to me in bite size nuggets. When I chew that up and let it soak in, it gives me the wisdom, courage, and thankfulness to accept the next nugget.  I want to encourage you to not let those nuggets pass you by. Each one, although it may not seem important at the time, truly is when you start connecting those dots. Savor and give thanks for each nugget. Bless others and be blessed.

😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you. I’m not a road rage kind of person, so it really surprises me last Thursday morning when I wanted to chase someone down. Pulling out of our neighborhood I looked left and there was a car three quarters the way up the hill, so I turned. By the time I was two car lengths down the road, that person was on my bumper. “Where do you have to be in such a hurry at 6:30 in the morning?”  Turning at the next light, I made sure to stay in the right lane so that person could zoom around me.  Not knowing what had come over me, I just wanted to chase that person to show them my displeasure with their lack of concern for others. Then I started talking to myself.”  Don’t do that. There’s no purpose. You’ll just make yourself more upset.”  We turned to get onto the highway, and again this person was being really rude. “The cars on the highway have the right of way. Learn how to merge!”  After merging onto the highway I was like…”That’s it!  I need to see who this person is.”  “Why am I doing this?  Why am I acting this way?”  Just as I pulled up on the left of this car and saw the drive, God said “I wanted you to see the face of the person I want you to pray for.”  Oh was that a humbling moment. So, I began to pray. Quite often God wakes me in the middle of the night to pray. Sometimes He will give me a name, sometimes a situation the person is in but no name, and then other times He doesn’t tell me a name or the situation, He just wants prayers lifted up. So it was interesting that He took me out of my normal mindset and driving style to specifically show me this lady that needed prays.  I have no idea why He wanted me to see and pray for her, but God does and that’s all that matters. I can’t even imagine how many people He has had blindly pray for me, not knowing my name, face, or even my situation. Thank you Lord for the gift of those who pray for me and thank you for the gift of praying with You for others. You know, when you pray, you never pray alone. He is always there.  Bless others and be blessed. 

#ForKing&Country – God Only Knows

😎🐫🎤 Christ’s peace be with you. Last week we celebrated the Easter Triduum and it all started with Holy Thursday Mass. In this one evening Jesus very clearly SHOWS us by washing the feet of His disciples, that to be a leader and teacher, we must first serve others. He then celebrates His last supper, which is a meal that is still being celebrated every day.  During the homily Thursday, Father made a point that I really wasn’t expecting…Jesus washed the feet of all the disciples, even Judas, knowing that He would be betrayed by him within a matter of hours. 

I thought…Seriously?  You want me to go out of my way not to just be nice, but get down on my hands and knees to serve someone that will betray my trust and hurt me?  Seriously!  I don’t think many of us are willing to that.  

Jesus’ powerful action is kind of like when a person is weak, short of breath, and is trying to share their final words of wisdom with you. Lean in a little closer, so that you can hear His every word clearly.  “I don’t care what someone has done, is doing, or will do to you. I am within them. When you serve them, you are serving Me.” Bless others and be blessed. 

#Resurrecting – Elevation Worship